Lost

Time passed fast
It's going to be final soon
I need to be well prepared
I should be starting on my revision
I did not did well in the coursework
So I need to put in more effort
Suddenly I realised that I can't take it
My parents' trust for granted
And my friend has also reminded me of it

Thank you my dear friend
I think I have disappointed you
As I have been different from when you know me

Now i know what's the problem with me
I said i want to prove that I'm a better person
And wanted to prove that I won't be alone
But I've did the second but not the main
I'm lost
Lost in the world of conceit
I need to build up my love on myself